Confessions of a maniac

I dabble on the stars 3 dollar mtts. I play mostly in BM charity tournaments. I've probably played this style for as long as i've really played poker. You can check my poker db, its mildly impressive, the cashes aren't that big. Its just that i find a lot of bad beat/did i do the right thing posts, and they're all kind of situations that basically are linear. Either you had a good hand PF, shoved it, and went into the cooler, or its just hands at whcih you were pot commmited, and got called by garbage because you had a low stack. I'm just kinda ranting as well.