What really is my bankroll?

[Mathemagician]

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...i dont want to lose any money that if my parents knew they be disappointed. They think ive got about $5,000 less than i actually have, so if i lost $5,000 at poker, they wouldnt have to know

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the trust me, i wouldnt want to break that.

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Is it just me, or...