Now I am very happy.

[fallout1234]

I posted yesterday how frustrated I was with party 3/6, how tough the game is, how hard to find four tables to play.
Then I realized part of my bad performance is because I am bored with that game. I can't lay down my hand because I don't care anymore.

I figure playing 4 tables is like playing 12/24. So why not give party 15/30 a try? So I did that and I am able to concentrate now.
My dream of finally playing 15/30 come true! Just kidding, I know jumping up like this may not work at all, but I feel happy. I will limit my loss to a fixed number, and if I reach it I will stop.
I have a $10,000 bank roll. Barely enough for 300BB, and I am not ready to lose it all.