Confession and request for help

[thabadguy]

Depends on what you want to do with your poker "career".
I have quit now, but i always played the biggest game i could play. Its a [censored] disease, i mean i could beat the 1k/2k online very comfortably, but i didnt care about the money, i just wanted to be freaky nasty...and be the best.
It brought on a lot of stress and stuff.
Its just a bigger rollercoaster, thats all