This is tough to write

[TheRonin]

My condolences
I can't imagine the pain

i'm not a counselor but here's an idea / maybe you shoulda hit the WSOP / maybe spending time out of the saddle is not what you need / alot of sports personalities seem to thrive or manage to put together exceptional performances in the face of tragedy (grant it that whatever there doing probably doesnt take the level of concentration that poker requires but still) / just a though

take care of yourself

the poker community never ceases to amaze me // some of the most caring and thoughtful people i've ever had the pleasure of communicating with