Am i adjusting well or playing scared?

[Murderous]

With no read on villian it is extremely difficult to say one way or the other.

One thing that is certain (I'm sure you are already aware of this) is if you want to win this pot you need to bet that river the majority of the time. Soooo...

..."Good"...likely (if you want to limit your losses)

..."or scared" ...somewhat (if you believe villian puts you on a real hand)

-M