I can't win.

[Akimka]

Well... To make long things short let face it - I don't know how to play poker. I read all the books, I know about table selection, hand defence, domination & reverse domination, implied odds and lot of thigs. I read SSH 5 times and my posts here don't arise "You are stupid moron" replies.
So why's that? Why I CAN'T WIN?

Take a look please. And give me advice: should I kill myself or do same old s...t - post hands here, read hands, read books and hope that may be in future I will win some... Please.... Give me advice?

Here is all my stats for all my poker carrere:



Here is my downwing in PT and grahic:




Here is more details from PT: