Leaving for school...slight dilemma

[drexah]

one of the main reasons i want to stay with her, not just because i like her a lot and feel like just ending things would be a complete waste of the past 5 months, but my school is only an hour away, i have class mon-sat, sat. being a 'half day' so it is my impression (it is very strict there, no parties, etc.) i will be coming home almost every weekend. Also, i get a shitload of breaks, and the major ones (thanksgiving, xmas, march) are like 3-4 weeks, and i also have a ridiculous amount of 'long weekends' where i'll be home...so i will be home alot and just want to chill with her.

[smokingrobot]

you seem like you're trying to convince yourself.

if you want to, do it.

or let me say this another way, you seem like you really want to stick it out, then do it. whats the worst that could happen?

[smokingrobot]

yah the whole forgetting thing is kinda wack.

All I really want is to love you, babe
Make your body feel like heaven, babe
I just wanna satisfy ya, babe
That's all I want, that's all I want
I just wanna give ya somethin', babe
Just wanna keep it comin', babe
I just wanna make you happy, babe
That's all I want, that's all I want.

[drexah]

heh, is it just me or can i use this as a perfect way to make her feel bad and SIIHP? comes to mind because today when hanging out with her i was talking about doin her from behind but it came out more along the lines of 'i want to siiyp' and she didnt really say anything for a few seconds before i was like 'oh i didnt mean that' and she she was just like 'oh ok.'

[drexah]

[ QUOTE ]
All I really want is to love you, babe
Make your body feel like heaven, babe
I just wanna satisfy ya, babe
That's all I want, that's all I want
I just wanna give ya somethin', babe
Just wanna keep it comin', babe
I just wanna make you happy, babe
That's all I want, that's all I want.

[/ QUOTE ]


are you trapped in the closet? you might want to pm bigsteve.

[smokingrobot]

this has some awesome potential here. nh, to whoever this is.

[drexah]

[ QUOTE ]
you seem like you're trying to convince yourself.

if you want to, do it.

or let me say this another way, you seem like you really want to stick it out, then do it. whats the worst that could happen?

[/ QUOTE ]

i've been told before that i am trying to "force" it to work...i guess it's because ive always really wanted a gf and now i have it, but she is very inexperienced (i'm her first real bf/devirg'd her) and im just trying change her to how i want her.

Yea i want to stick it out, especially since im going to be working my ass off at school and come home on weekends and just wanna chill with her...i guess nothing 'too' bad could happen, although i'd probably tweak if she called me and said she like F'd another dude. Not sure if that or if she said she just wants to be with someone is worse. No use worrying though, i'm just glad im playing sports to distract me.

[drexah]

100$ says it's kipin...

[smokingrobot]

i hate planning things and im a disorganized person, so thoughts about my schedule the day after today are pretty much nonexistent. that said, if it were me, i'd just ride it out. see where it goes.

you'll be home enough to spend time with her if you're serious, and if that declines, you're away enough to not have it be a burden on your daily life.