I used to be smart....

So I had another episodic thing. There is this supervisor at my job who makes fun of me and uses me basically as his bitch. I wanted to best the [censored] out of him. But I wont because people like me who are on the verge of sanity, well I have the feeling society will finish me off instead of ingoring me if I did something violent, or throw me in a mental institution.So instead of beating the [censored] out of him, I just left. So now I have no job and am living at my parents house. I went home and swallowed lots of pills and felt fine for a while but then I passed out. When i woke up I was in the menorah medical center. Today i was released. And i swear that i feel really good. Really good. So i have some free time on my hands now.actually its allfree right now and i went to the basement to go find a book and ended up getting my old school stuff. I found principal's honor roll certificates and all A report cards. I found a certificate from John Hopkins university saying something about my future, and a mass mailed letter to honor roll students from president bill clinton. And I came in second in the school geography bee.woot.
I dont remember most of this stuff, but apparently I used to be a good student. I wonder where exactly I went wrong...
So im left to wonder could I be smart again? I really dont know. I failed a lot of classes in late high school, and I failed out of Kstate(although this is mainly because I never went to class), so now iI attend the intellectual mecca of John son county community college, lol. I want my nerd self back! [img]/images/graemlins/confused.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/confused.gif[/img] Also, I think I scared my GF...alot...

[BreakEvenPlayer]

I don't have any advice... I'm just happy that you're posting again Bryce.

No i think i dont need any advice.honest . I swear. .I think Ive solved all my problems. I m fully at peace.

[einbert]

Are you the real spaceman?

If so, prove it.

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Are you the real spaceman?

If so, prove it.

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Yes I am, how do I prove it?

[Klepton]

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Are you the real spaceman?

If so, prove it.

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Yes I am, how do I prove it?

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you gotta do soemthing, cuz no one believes you.

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Are you the real spaceman?

If so, prove it.

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Yes I am, how do I prove it?

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you gotta do soemthing, cuz no one believes you.

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what am i supposed to do? Maybe some one can meet me in person? I would say that i really dont give a [censored] who you think i am...but i do.

[razor]

Don't listen to the doubters spaceman, they are idiots

[tolbiny]

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Are you the real spaceman?

If so, prove it.

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Yes I am, how do I prove it?

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you gotta do soemthing, cuz no one believes you.

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what am i supposed to do? Maybe some one can meet me in person? I would say that i really dont give a [censored] who you think i am...but i do.

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If that's not spaceman bryce, hes done his homework.

[Stuey]

You were smart the whole time Bryce but you have a weakness. Like kryptonite is to Superman as[/b]sclowns are to the Spaceman.

You know how dumb people get by in life Bryce?

They find people with a heart of gold and a true spirit and they try to rip it out and destroy it so they can feel better about themselves.

You are a smart guy, and most importantly a good guy! You always will be. Stupid people were just trying to smoother the greatness that is the Spaceman. But they failed and now you know what to expect in the future so they can't [censored] with you no more.

The Spaceman has overcomith! [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]

Edit: You need an avatar imo. Tell us what kind of avatar you would enjoy and I'm sure me or someone in oot can hook you up bro. I have one with tigger and bunch of bunnies that I thinhk you might like I will try and find it.