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[lil']

If this is true, you are posting about this in the wrong forum.
Post about this on a website that deals with gambling addictions.

This should be the last thread you ever read here.

[Al Schoonmaker]

One of the most reliable signs of an uncontrollable addiction is trying to quit, but being unable to do so. The more information you provide, the clearer the problem becomes. I urge you to consult someone qualified to deal with gambling addiction. I'm a psychologist with some knowledge of this subject, but not enough to attempt to provide that help. You need a fully qualified professional or Gamblers Anonymous.
I don't know whether it is still operative, but you used to be able to get help at 1-800-GAMBLER.
I had intended to send you a PM, but decided that this message might be useful to others. If anyone suspects that he has a gambling addiction, I urge you to get help.
I love poker, but it's just a game. If it becomes your life, it will destroy you.
Regards,
Alan Schoonmaker