Satelite frustration.

Live 100€ rebuy satelite to a 1500€ event. We only get 300 chips at start and at this moment the blinds are 15/30.

Ive already done 3 rebuys (gone broke 3 times that is) including the last 2 hands when first my nutflush on the flop was rivered, and then when my AK allin pf got philhellmuthed by a JKs. Im getting very Verrryyy frustrated and i believe people can see this.

The very next hand, after my 2 suckouts in a row, its folded to me in the CO and pick up AA and there are 3 Big over 1k stacks behind me to act.

Could i just push this for 10 BB ?
Should i ?