Big Steve in a Wheel Chair! WTF!

[kerssens]

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Just look at it as a good excuse to sit in front of your computer and play poker all day.

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I sit in front of a computer all day at work too. I don't know how long I will have to take the drugs I have never been a big drug person to begin with. After 2 week on the meds when I had my GSW(Gun Shot Wound) I floored my doctor when I called and asked him if I could cut my Lortab 7.5s in half and just take a tylonol with them.


I would like to be able to work still, I am one of those people that actually loves my job and enjoys the people I work with, even if the do throw their fake titties at me. [img]/images/graemlins/confused.gif[/img]


Steve

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Oh how I wish that last sentence applied to me

[Willluck]

So are you gonna poke a big hole in the back of your wheel chair?
J/K
GL with recovery.

[Brian]

Are you going to use this as an excuse to start smoking again? I hope not, but I certainly wouldn't blame you as I probably would.

-Brian

[Talk2BigSteve]

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So are you gonna poke a big hole in the back of your wheel chair?
J/K
GL with recovery.

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Now that is [censored] funny!

Steve

[Talk2BigSteve]

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Are you going to use this as an excuse to start smoking again? I hope not, but I certainly wouldn't blame you as I probably would.

-Brian

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Unfortunately....My friend Gregg was at the house tonight when I got here and he was smoking and had my check and had a pack for me as well. [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img] So it looks like 6 days is my limit, and that first cigarette felt like I was smoking pot. I got such a buzz.

Steve

[Talk2BigSteve]

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Gl with your recovery Steve.

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Thanks!

Steve

[ClaytonN]

Mail the check. If you don't, then shame on you.

I mean seriousy, what is it going to take for you not to smoke? I understand you've gone through some traumatic sh*t recently, but there's an element of mental toughness required for quitting smoking.

My grandfather did not have that toughness in him, and he died of lung cancer and never got to know my brothers.

I wish you good luck in recovery bro, but you need to quit smoking. Only you can make the decision though.

And, once again, mail that check.

[SmileyEH]

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Are you going to use this as an excuse to start smoking again? I hope not, but I certainly wouldn't blame you as I probably would.

-Brian

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Unfortunately....My friend Gregg was at the house tonight when I got here and he was smoking and had my check and had a pack for me as well. [img]/images/graemlins/cool.gif[/img] So it looks like 6 days is my limit, and that first cigarette felt like I was smoking pot. I got such a buzz.

Steve

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Who cares! I made the over. Blackjack: wheres my $$$$? [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]

-SmileyEH

[Talk2BigSteve]

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Mail the check. If you don't, then shame on you.

I mean seriousy, what is it going to take for you not to smoke? I understand you've gone through some traumatic sh*t recently, but there's an element of mental toughness required for quitting smoking.

My grandfather did not have that toughness in him, and he died of lung cancer and never got to know my brothers.

I wish you good luck in recovery bro, but you need to quit smoking. Only you can make the decision though.

And, once again, mail that check.

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I think more than NEEDING the smoke tonight I wanted the smoke tonight. It relaxed me when I was on the front porch with Gregg talking about how close I came to non-existance. I have only had 2, I still have the other 18 here on the dresser, and I have not decided what I am going to do with them. I have bigger things on my mind than my smoking/not smoking issues.

Steve

[ClaytonN]

Ironic, because your impending non-existence will be sooner than anticipated if you keep smoking.

But if you just needed a couple to chill out, then that's fine