i wish i were a better person

[celaeno]

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i'm crazy. i'm absolutely insane. i lack discipline. my emotions are wild and out of control. ask that crazy jeni, who i know will be reading this because she reads all of my posts. go ahead, post here, tell them.

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I don't spend all my time reading your posts, but I check up on you occasionally. I kinda figured you did the same with SBB and my lj since you've posted to both before.

I don't think you're crazy. Emotional maybe, but Christ, this post looks just like something I would write. Self-improvement is a wonderful goal, but you know you don't have to do it alone. People like us make goals and break them in a week or two or maybe a month because the temptation of self-indulgence is just so damn alluring. I don't want that to happen to you, and I don't want it to happen to me either.

I would give anything if I thought it would help you to be happy and satisfied with life. I just kind of wish you'd let me be a part of it...

[James282]

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i have bad memory. to remind self. it also helps to write things down to clear thoughts and organize. ever typed out a letter or email to someone else and it made you feel better? i dont care if random people read. i dont want people in my life reading it. it makes me uncomfortable if someone i know reads it.

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Then try using a word document.
-James

[touchfaith]

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i'm crazy. i'm absolutely insane. i lack discipline. my emotions are wild and out of control. ask that crazy jeni, who i know will be reading this because she reads all of my posts. go ahead, post here, tell them.

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I don't spend all my time reading your posts, but I check up on you occasionally. I kinda figured you did the same with SBB and my lj since you've posted to both before.

I don't think you're crazy. Emotional maybe, but Christ, this post looks just like something I would write. Self-improvement is a wonderful goal, but you know you don't have to do it alone. People like us make goals and break them in a week or two or maybe a month because the temptation of self-indulgence is just so damn alluring. I don't want that to happen to you, and I don't want it to happen to me either.

I would give anything if I thought it would help you to be happy and satisfied with life. I just kind of wish you'd let me be a part of it...

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Pssss, dude...she's reaching out to you.

Take the opportunity to make things right.

I've all but blown a recent opportunity. Trust me, you don't want to do the same.

[zephed]

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no more touching myself.

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C'mon, make some goals that are actually attainable. Yer setting yourself up for failure.