The one thing that I can't control

[Degen]

with 100% honesty and sincerity johnny, i think the best day in your life (looking back on it...) is going to be the day you realized that certain people just aren't meant to be professional gamblers. Your natual disposition is just not suited to the game man. The sooner you come to grips with that the better, you are smart as [censored]. Use that for some good and stop ramming your head into the wall like this, poker is just a hobby for 95% of the people who play it...nothing wrong with being in that 95%.