Can't Make Myself Play Anymore...

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Bottom line...if ur already seeing a psychatrist and r recognizing u have a problem with the mental side of poker then thats a good indication for u to stop playin for now or play at lower limits until u learn to control the mental side of ur poker. Autism is shroaded by routine, and if u have a mild case then this shouldnt impead on u too much. Although, some people in psychology r complete morons and if they say a mild case there is a chance u dont have it at all but they r mentally handicapping u makin u THINK u do. Foremost, i wouldnt look to poker as ur "way out" of ur life as is. In a way ur looking for a quick easy way out of ur situation, and ur situation is not one that can be solved by the quick and easy way...the simple route can only hurt u and put u back to square one. If u dont like ur job ur in now...look around at how u can get into a field u enjoy...if it requires schooling...take out loans, dont look to "gambling" as an answer, unless u can overcome ur mental issue with it poker is just going to dig u into a deeper darker hole