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[Topflight]

I'm becoming a conspiracy theorist. Party has put some kind of flag on me so that I can never win a pot.

I flop a straight the flush comes in.
I turn a straight the board pairs and I'm no good.
I flop trips, they flop a boat.
I have top two they cap the turn with a flush draw and hit.

This is always against 1 maybe 2 opponents. Now when I flop a "monster" I KNOW it is not going to hold.

The end of January let me experience a -350 BB downswing. I was up 100 BB for February and thinking I might one day climb out, now I'm 25 bigs from being at a new all time low.

This has been going on now for about 6 weeks. I am probably the worst player alive... but I've been playing online poker for 1.5 years and have never seen a run this bad.

I'm still up for my career at 5/10... but apparently that's because in December I was healthily fed like the rest of the fish.