Tough night and wanting to make sure I wasn't being too stupid

I realize what you are saying jedi. I really didn't like the flush card there, and should have just pushed on turn. That is why, looking back, I think that is the one hand I could have dropped. Then again, like I said before, I've seen people push with air in those situations or even a pocket pair (A4 isn't out of the possibility either I), particularly in the first couple hands on these things. All said though, I either should have folded to the all-in on river or got money in on turn.