What to do with my life (need advice bad)?

[turnipmonster]

I think you should not spend your youth/early 20s doing something you hate.

you seem to have a good grasp of this already, but someone said this to me once and it was invaluable, so I'll say it to you. life is much easier if you always live below your means.

I know lots and lots and lots of people who live in nyc and make less than 50k year.

--turnipmonster