Serious Tilt

I've gone on tilt many times and learned not to chase the hard way but....anyone ever tilt on Blackjack?

I had to delete all my blackjack icons at party cause it did more harm than good taunting me in the corner of the window.

I signed up for Paradise about a month ago and played occasionally. Last night after suffering some bad beats in tourneys, I hopped on the blackjack table to get the rest of my gambling fix in intending to lose $10 MAX.

I played $1 until i lost about $15, then played $5 hands until I lost another $30, then in a total rage (lost about 4 $5 hands in a row), i went $30 all at once, lost and of course put the rest of my account on the last hand (another $95). Guess what....Dealer Blackjack, no more money...and I'm done with Paradise.

I know i'm a dumbass, and I've never heard this addressed. Do these bastards rig the BlackJack tables? Or does that fall under the same random number generator as the Poker tables?