Why am I such a pussy?

[Los Feliz Slim]

OK, I was once like this and I feel bad for you, so I'm going to try to help. Stop doing what you think women want you to do, and start doing what you want to do. Women - and people in general - like confidence, not doormats. And you are a doormat. This doesn't mean be an asshole all the time, it means be an asshole when you feel like being an asshole and be nice when you feel like being nice. This way, you are you instead of some meaningless creation. Until you start doing for yourself, you don't actually exist, and who wants to be with someone who doesn't exist?

Unfortunately, it is highly likely you won't be able to comprehend the above until you've been kicked around so long that you get completely sick of it and have no other choice. But when that happens, you will be a happier man.