$10r 45k, JJ near the bubble, AKA why I suck at NL

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Table was tight for awhile, but steals have started to open up the past 20 mins or so. Players have re-steal'ed on me about 4-5x in the past 4 orbits. I've laid down to a push every time.

edit: 230 left, top 135 get paid. avg stack = 43k, but my table is particularly chip-heavy.

Why can't I go with my gut? I hate my play in this hand.

PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em Tourney, Big Blind is t1600 (9 handed) converter

Hero (t37026)
MP3 (t8923)
CO (t61862)
Button (t42770)
SB (t37980)
BB (t23977)
UTG (t72588)
UTG+1 (t49538)
MP1 (t83135)

Preflop: Hero is MP2 with J[img]/images/graemlins/heart.gif[/img], J[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img].
<font color="#666666">3 folds</font>, <font color="#CC3333">Hero raises to t4800</font>, <font color="#666666">2 folds</font>, <font color="#CC3333">Button raises to t12800</font>, <font color="#666666">2 folds</font>, Hero calls t8000.

Flop: (t26125) 3[img]/images/graemlins/spade.gif[/img], 2[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img], Q[img]/images/graemlins/club.gif[/img] <font color="#0000FF">(2 players)</font>
<font color="#CC3333">Hero bets t24151 (All-In)</font>...

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