My version of the "Try to get me to stay in school" thread. Advice?

[FieryJustice]

My little rants help to keep me stable, I think. Also, I am not really a happy person. I never have and probably never will be. I guess I am just happy being content, if that makes sense. I guess part of mentality is that I am never satisfied with anything I do. I remember telling myself when I was in high school if I could ever make $100/hr, i would be happy...well, i'm not. I told myself just the other day if I could ever reach $500/hr, I would be happy. I am pretty sure this isnt the case though. I guess I strive to be perfect and until I am there, which wont ever happen, I doubt I will ever be happy. So, I must simply be content with what i can get.

Also, not being able to chat after i get screwed over is really putting a hurting on my game. It really does suck to not be able to berate the fish. [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img] I love you all. GO VOTE FOR CIT.

I should also mention that I am probably one of the most patient and kind people in anything I do out in the real world, whether it be hanging out with friends or playing poker. When I lay live, I usually dont say much at all and I sure dont berate the fish. It is odd how I become almost crazy when you put me behind a computer.