MegaTilt

My biggest problem in poker is always been tilt. Lately my tilt is coming bigger and bigger. About month ago i was playing 1/2 no limit holdem and i was playing well. I dont have any pokertracker stats, but my winrate was between 10-15BB/100 over 10k hands, Building roll 50nl to 200nl in 3 months and everything was great. But one day, my game was really bad and lost some money. Then i was A big tilt!! Its never been so bad. I saw one guy in 5/10nl heads up table and join in. After 10min playing, lost all my money in poker account over 1k. I feel terrible and want lose money. So i go Bettingaccount and load money in pokeraccount 2k. Then I join 10/20nl table and lost all 2k in few minutes, total lost in one day over 3k. Okay now im really terrible feeling and want lost more money. Again i go bettingaccount to load money in pokeraccount. But there is some limit how much can reload in one day in poker and i dont have any limit left. So what i do??I have 5k in my bettingaccount and cant play poker. I dont care my money and want to lose my money. Yes, i bet all money in sportbetting. I try put all money in one game, but limit is only 3.3k. So i bet that 3.3k. Rest of money i bet same game, totals. My 8k bankroll is all in. Very lucky but i actually won that 3.3k bet and won 6.5k. Cashed everything in seconds my bankaccount. This happen a month ago.


Few days ago, though Im ready again to play poker. Deposit 5k. Yesterday was my first pokerday after that terrible day.
I start to lost money, but now i didnt tilt att all. Feeling great and losing money. Knew my plays were really bad but still no tilt. End that day losing 100$. Today my feeling were great. Firts i lost 60$ then i won 90$ so i was up 20$.But then, again i got megatilt. Join .25/.50 headsup no limit table against total fish. lost buyin or two. And Here we go again, supermegatilt. Fantastic!!! Load more money in moneybookers and join 5/10 table. Lost only 400$, all my money in account. Then i go next site to play blackjack. My balance were 320$. One hand i put 320 bet. The dealer get blackjack.RIGGED. Okay next one. 280$ in account and bet score 3-2 to soccer match with nice odds. Result was [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img] .
I felt to lose more money. So i bet 2300$ in one soccer game. I had 1.5k left and somehow, i didnt lose those money. Just closed computer. That 2.3k soccer match was showing tv.I watched hole match. It not was very nice. But afterall, my team won and i won. Again lucky. Now my balance is, same what i deposit 5k. My feelings is going up and down. Dont lost any money, but i know if playing like this, i will go broke soon or later.

What i can do? Help me beat the tilt.