I'm drunk, horny, and lonely

[BullChip]

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First, stop drinking. Alcohol is a depressant and you don't need add fuel to the fire.
Second, think about your family, think about what they would have to go through if you decided to kill yourself.
Third, I have no idea how old you are but skills can be self-taught. You just need some motivation and to find what really interest you.
Fourth, if you feel ugly, just go the gym, play some type of sport. Exercising releases endorphins and endorphins make people happy.
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Stay strong.

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1) I'm drinking right now. I was drinking last night by mself. In fact, I drink by myself most of the time. I usually just park somewhere in my car and drink in the car alone listening to music. Then I smoke a joint and drink some more. I dont like drinking with a large group.

2) I'm ugly. not body wise but face wise. I'm the type of guy that girls wont even look at. maybe cuz I'm ugly they'll look but thats it.

3) stay strong? such blasphemy. I'm almost 30. I got no skills. maybe some low paying job but [censored] that [censored].

4) I think my family will be better off without me. I only weigh them down.