I"ve decided

[Shajen]

My only suggestion for you is to play lower stakes until you get your confidence back.

Ride out the variance at a buyin you feel more comfortable with.

As far as people being rude to you, 900+ people a day register and post stuff like this it seems like. After a while, it gets a little old. Obviously, it's hard to tell the good intentioned from the bad.

GL to you.