Ok I quit this is not worth of it

[irishken]

I had been running 3months in a row bad in oneline poker site while winning good at others, but I still for some reason continued playing at that one site because games were supposed to be great.. so today i thought i make my last deposit there and if i get once again busted even in those games i quit at that site forever... so i went to my normal games and typical [censored] just continued i dont hit, if i hit someone hits better or outdraws latter everybody was again playing just horrible so i dropped 3buyin in my normal game fairly quickly and bang TILT came i decided to deposit little more and get my moneys back from the bigger game... no such a luck lost couple hug pots to four outter and when most of the money went in when i had the best hand... at this point i took all my moneys to my sportsbook account(this happened in one sportsbook skin) and was going to cashout rest of it.. but then i saw the casino and even tho i had asked for bans to the casino(because of this [censored] tilt issue) and they had promised to fix it i was still able to play there and lost rest of my deposit by playing $500 round blackjack..

summary=i lost half of my bankroll within 16hours...

so i think its better quit playing now im so pissed to myself because of this tilt and i just fear that next time might happen something worse

and i suppose these are pretty normal things when you have gambling problem and im starting to feel that i might have it

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANNA BANG MY HEAD TO WALL UNTILL THE WALL COLLAPS