encouragement

[sxz18]

I need some of it right about now! Today was easily one of my worst days playing PartyPoker. I played for 3 hours at 15/30 and I honestly believe I played my best game. However, the results show -$150 which isn't a lot for this limit. I lost with KK three times on the button, all three of which I correctly bet and 3-bet preflop or postflop. All three times I lost on the river to either a 2 outer or a four outer. I lost with AK to Q3o, every pocket-pair I get, two overcards flop. I MEAN WHAT IS GOING ON???

I've lost 1000 in one day on PartyPoker before, but NEVER have I been SO UNLUCKY at 15/30 IN ONE SITTING. I mean I'm actually sort of GLAD I'm ONLY down $150. BUT SERIOUSLY I'M NEAR BREAKING DOWN. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS GOING ON. IT'S NOT ABOUT THE MONEY, IT'S ABOUT THE CARDS AND WHAT THEY'RE DOING TO ME!!!