Eliminated Just Out of the Money? Worse feeling?

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Just got 5th in a Party NL 20+2 2 table. Definately not a good feeling after investing all that time and effort and having to lose without any pay. Made a few shady mistakes, which makes it even worse because they cost me the tournament in the end when I think about it; plus I didn't attempt to steal as much as would have been good since the table was tight, although I was low stack.

Last hand was K10 in sb (me) vs K5 in bb. Made a crucial mistake previous hand by folding an OESD, wanting a "better spot". Anyways, it was folded to me and I pushed, he caught a 5 onthe turn (blah!) and I'm out.

Just wanted to get it out of my system and wonder if you guys go thru this type of thing often and if you think theres a feeling worse than this in MTT?