[kyzerjose]

You're human right?
You're not the Pope so you're fallible.
You are allowed to make mistakes.
It's been my experience that prideful people have a poor self image.
You tried to make a "play" and and it didn't work.
Do you really think so little of yourself that you need to beat yourself up every time you make a mistake?
Are you concerned that when you make a mistake and other people notice it, that somehow they will think less of you?
Guess what. At the table, nobody cares what you do or how you feel.
Quit trying to impress others by making "the greatest bluff".
Make good strategical decisions based on the game at hand.
Don't tie the results of your decisions to your value as a human being for God's sake. It's a game.
Best of luck