[lacky]

hmmm, I think my goal is still learning self awareness. I pretty much know what my options are in ant givin situation, I just don't always think it through to arive at the best one. Sometimes I'm playing through a fog that obscures all the finer points. I really need to learn enough self awareness to at least realize when it's happening.

As I've said, knowing how to play at a high level is much easier than consistantly doing it