[imported_anacardo]

i don't think I even understand your question/ concern. Like - "When will the pain end?" That's largely between you and the poker gods. Read Harrington on Hold'Em again, post some hands, and let the spirit move you. What's multitabling have to do with this? And, no, largely speaking, you shouldn't be playing for all your chips with TP2K or TPTK very often, unless you specifically know that your man is that loose.