[andyfox]

I loved all the "so"'s, you got style.

"At this point I knew the 8 was comin on the turn. Same hand night before."

Deja vu all over again, huh?

"In the pit of my stomach I knew I was beat. So he bet.raise.re-raise."

So if I know I'm beat, I feel it's better to fold. If I only think I'm beat but I'm not sure, I call. I try to save my raises for when they'll show a profit.

Any time you lose with a full house you're going to lose a lot of bets. I don't have the problem others have with the preflop raise, especially from the cut-off where it could buy you the button. Once the guy 3-bets the flop, I'd be wary of two pair. Now he bets the turn, and calls two more on the turn, what did you put him on? I would have lost two less bets than you on the river.

"I wanted to throw up."

Not good. Better to do what you actually did, to post the hand here for feedback.