[flair1239]

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I play small stakes for a living, but it is not a grind, I enjoy it and at the stakes I play, with multitabling and rakeback, 20 hours is enough money to support me for now (I do have plans of moving up).

I just don't play. Most every night for the last week, I've sat down at the computer, and have done nothing, until I break my vow and go out. Right now is a perfect example...I've been talking on the phone and watching a stupid reality show, with Eurobet open, and yet I'm not playing. It's not because I'm running bad either, actually, I'm running ridiculously well. My previous job was fun but typically unfullfilling, service industry stuff, so I'm not wanting to go back to that. And money is no problem, I have plenty of savings.

Really, I'm just an extremely lazy person, and putting in hours when I'm self employed is a problem. Anybody go through this? Do I just need to exhaust my savings to start caring? Or am I just a bum and need to take care of business (the probable answer)...Anybody who is not a natural self motivator, please chirp in. Thanks.

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As Yoda would say "Much fear in this one, there is."