I just feel like writing more.

There is only 1 other way in America to go as flat ass down and out as I did, and that's being an idiot in the stock market.

I hate myself right now, mainly just because I posted here instead of some dumb forum made for talk of [censored] like I'm speaking of.

The game consumed me and my life, I guess that's the only point I'm trying to make and I hope someone reads this. If not hopefully to say something to maybe save my dumb ass, then maybe to save someone else.

There is a bad side to this game, and you don't see it with as many top players as there are here. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img] I guess I personify the worst in everything that can happen, and I guess karma is a bitch.