Thanks for the comments y'all. I think you are both dead on and your exact posts were going thru my head while this hand was unfolding. I was tilting somewhat here to be honest because my cards were unbelievably cold for like 3 hours straight and I was just determined to take a hand and decided this was it.

I put this up cuz I've been on the forums for a couple of weeks now and felt it was time for a little public humiliation and also just on the off chance that maybe someone did think the turn and river bets weren't so atrocious after all, but it looks like they definitely were. Thanks again.