First off: this post doesnt really belong here, as it properly should go in the BBV forum, but I whine too much here so I figured I would post something positive
Background
30k hands @ .5/1 - 4.3 bb/100
First 10k hands @ 1/2 full - 3.1 bb/100.
My last 10kish hands at 1/2 full (dating back to 9/9/05)
And kinda the icing on the cake - last nights personal best night playing in terms of dollars
As most players who have experienced a 150BB (other 15BB loss isnt on graph), especially their first of such magnitude, this was a EXTREMELY frustrating period of poker for me. But as players who have experienced this know, you have to fight through it. If you are a winning player, this kinda downswing is a speedbump and for me a wakeup call. It made me open my eyes to how I was playing and realize that I was mostly nut peddling for my winrate and I wasnt really playing good poker.
Blah, blah, blah. I could write a bunch more emotional crap but I wont because its probably nothing most of you guys havent heard before.