Oh, come on now, man. If you dropped 50 BB in full ring, would you be whining like this? Hopefully not. This is just another speed bump. If you think you suck, reply to some hands, especially the hard ones where you're unsure, and prepare to get smacked around when you get some answers wrong. You learn. You'll improve. And you may still not see any immediate results, you know? But you know what, you keep playing, you stop whining, and you keep on working on your game. Also,
read this, if you haven't already.
I don't mean to be overly harsh, but this is a tough love forum because poker is a tough world.