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losing all 10 mtt tournaments ive been in because of getting sucked out

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A 10% cash rate is sustainable in MTTs, losing 10 in a row is normal. To win a MTT you have to survive several suckouts - you'll be in 3:1 situations a lot more than 4 times over the course of 1 tourny. The few times I have cashed in MTTs I have outdrawn my opponent as the shortstack by pushing on a steal and getting called by a superior or dominating hand. Don't play MTTs (or SNGs for that matter) if you are scared in the least bit about variance.