[DrPhysic]

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In Short...
Life isnt fair, and neither is poker

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You are saying to yourself... "This cant be normal" and most people post wanting to fullfill that gap somehow.

Guess what... Its normal

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I agree with SS, however:

You may have reached a point where you are sufficiently frustrated that a change is in order. After replacing 2 or 3 keyboards and 3 mice, your level of frustration with the beats may be keeping you from playing as well as you can.

So what's wrong with changing to another form that you are more comfortable with for a while? Play cash games. Play 7 card stud. If you really are a winner it will come out in the end. But don't play when you are putting yourself on tilt. That is self defeating.

Doc