[ggbman]

Ok, so my on and off gf are officially off right now. I just got into college, so this shouldn't be that bad a thing [img]/images/graemlins/smile.gif[/img]

The thing is, we have been together for what seems like so long to me. (about a year and 3/4) I feel like I invested myself so much in the relationship, and it just seems surreal that it might not work out. The weird thing is, i have known for a while that we would need to be apart to see if what we had was really something special. I just can't bring myself to face the fact that sometimes my best efforts are not enough. I think what scares me as much as anything is that I have never fully invested myself so much in something that has failed. It's very scary. I'm used to being able to get what i want through just working at it, be it poker, grades, and previous relationships. The realization that this won't always work really is throwing me for a loop. Anyone else had a similar experience, or have any advice?

Gabe