I am posting this because, no one knows me and I find the opinions of the posters here to be generally thoughtful and informed.

My problem: I am 30 and I basically spend my weekends either playing P***r in AC all weekend or I stay home and drink and play video games or watch movies. I am married and my wife just visits her mom or friends and leaves me alone.
The thing is I am drinking progressively more. This weekend I had 18 beers on Sat and 15 beers on Sunday. (Funny thing is I NEVER drink while playing at the tables.) Is this too much? It sounds pathetic and depressing just writing this.
Thanks in advance.