[meatwad]

Well I know that everytime I havent unregistered and played in the high-buyin tourney i qualified for i ended up playing scared, losing and wanting to vomit afterward. Because the fact is that that 500 or 600 bucks is a big part of my roll.

So after a couple of courageous attempts I have just decided to take the tourney dollars. If my roll grows large enough that the buyin isnt a factor in my play then I will play, otherwise it doesnt work for me.