Been winning since I started playing tourneys in February, multitabling limit ring since June. Haven't won since mid-november... and I feel about 0 confidence in my abilities now. I have extremely good emotional control and even during my 150BB losing session today i didn't have any outbursts. However, I stopped playing because I just didn't have any faith in knowing what to do anymore... the percentages of my good starting hands that were behind by showdown was so high that I just couldn't trust my acquired knowledge of when to see the showdown anymore, I mutterered to myself, "I just don't know what to do anymore," and closed all the windows.
over 16k hands, I know the EVs of my top hands are completely incorrect. You don't see AKo on that list because it's at -0.08 BB/Hand over 142 occurances.
All my hands.
Today's session (6max)
