[Raven]

I understand completely what you are living. I had a job as a sales representative for a human ressources consultant firm, and I was paid entirely on commission on my sales.

This year, I made almost two times my job salary playing poker about 13 hours per week. I had no motivation to go on the small contracts and I was taking a lot of days off the work, as playing poker was paying me way more than working by the hour.

Most of the time I was surfing internet (read 2+2) when I was at the office instead of contacting clients and doing my work. There were some part of my job that I liked, but some that I didnt, and I was just not motivated to do the things I didnt liked.

So I'm quitting for now, and I will evaluate in a year or two, I was not able to continue to work in these conditions.