[winky51]

yea yea that was when I was stupid. I didnt think back then about my actions and how others would react. My realizations came probably 6 tournaments ago.

#1 lost but played well 35 of 130 got no hands
#2 I placed 3rd
#3 lost but played well
#4 I placed 5th, had a table with some good players too
#5 lost but played well, got crippled to a 4 out bad beat on the river.
#6 lost and played like an idiot. Was cold and sick from all the damn smoke.


So not too shabby. Before I spilt top 3 for $5k and then proceeded to lose 8 tournaments in a row. Each to ugly bad beats. Thats when I started reanalyzing my play. Couldnt see how I was losing to so many rediculous bad beats. Then it hit me its because I was risking my stack too early, too many times in a row and eventually I would lose.