To paraphrase raptor...
horrible first post.
Look man, there are a million threads where some dipshit comes and posts the same exact thing. Go read one of those. See the responses.
NOBODY CARES.
EVERYONE has gone through what you're going through, and most of it is way, way worse. You likely have no idea what a bad run is.
The only thing you can do is post hands. If you played a couple hands and weren't sure you played them right (not a "I pushed preflop with aces and he called with J5 and I lost did I play it right??????" post), then post them. Check out all the other hand posts, make your comments, and then see how other players analyzed them.
Read
this and stop whining.