I don't entirely agree about your assessment of my chances if I lose this hand.

If I lose-- the monster stack will be pushing any two UTG.. I will have to call from the button, or wait. When I'm UTG with 775 chips, monster will be BB and will of course be calling any two for only 375 more.. making it not correct for me to push any two... there's a good chance that if monster-UTG doesn't push next hand, and I do from the button-- the BB will call with any two also.

I have to get lucky in order to get ITM from here if I lose. I would still have a chance-- it's just not a very rosy picture.