[mindflayer]

Inside the Poker Mind (Feeney) read it.
Golden rule = play your best every hand

In general, you sound like your play is in danger
of being affected by your need for financial security.
Never gamble with money you cannot afford to lose
in reality or EMotionally.
I had a good friend Very well off who can day trade 50k on a single investment. The first time i took him gambling he lost $20 at his first spin of roulette and he was WRECKED for the rest of the evening.