Re: One year ago today, I...
A year ago, I...
-- ...was beating my workmates pretty reliably for what felt like decent amounts of money in games after work. Thought I was pretty damn good.
-- ...really sucked.
-- ...had never played online.
-- ...thought any two broadway were really pretty.
-- ...was separated from my wife.
-- ...got very depressed when I lost large amounts gambling (used to have a blackjack leak).
In the last year, I...
-- ...made my first deposit at Party. Lost it. Made my second deposit. Lost it. Took a break for a while, made one last (and this one I really resolved it would be the last) deposit.
-- ...almost simultaneously found 2+2. Read without really understanding much of anything for a while, but even that level helped enough for the 11s.
-- ...reconciled with my wife, who (though this was the least of my worries) didn't really mind my new poker habit nearly as much as I thought she would.
-- ...eventually moved up to the 22s, where I'm solidly +ROI, and the 33s, where I'm borderline, then back to the 22s.
-- ...made about an extra month's salary from my 9-to-5 from my poker exploits, not so much as to be life-changing, but certainly enough to be able to do some nice things with it.
-- ...suck a bit less, and now recognize that I suck, though I can confidently say I suck less than the people at the tables I play.
-- ...am a lot tighter than I was a year ago, but still find myself seduced by pretty-looking hands at the worst possible times now and then.
-- ...am much more accepting of the swings of variance (especially since I have confidence that in the long run, they'll tend to work out my way), but still don't handle downswings as well as I'd like.
-- ...still leak, but at MTTs rather than blackjack, which feels like progress.
A year from now, I...
-- ...hope to have moved back up again to the 30s or 50s, maybe higher if things work out, but happy to only move as high as I can ultra-comfortably do (I have ~120 BIs on-line at the moment).
-- ...hope to have made enough to pay off some (all, in my wilder dreams) of the credit card debt I built up in college and haven't had much luck making a dent in since.
-- ...hope to suck even less.
-- ...hope to turn my MTT leak into an inflow. [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img]
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