Here's an idea. Try to build a large RB check next month.

1) Scrounge around your house to find a bunch of items to hawk on E-bay. In addition, neglect one or two of your less important bills, make the calls in advance to let them know you will be late this month etc.. The goal is to get 4 or 500 bucks together.

2) Tell your employer about your GF leaving and that you really need some a little time to collect yourself. 1 Week. (Hopefully you have a salary job, if not use vacation, personal days, or try to get an advance on next years time off due to the severity of the situation.)

3) This week off you will be 10-16 hrs a day multitabling the low limits. You will probably need to play weak tight to avoid the variance monster. The goal is to build the RB check.

4) After this week, hopefully you will have won money in addition to creating a little chunk to look forward to in a few weeks. Pay the late bills. Do some whoring or more RB building if theres anything left.

This is obviously not a solution to all the problems going on, but I find in times of emotional distress, having goals, & something to look forward to always helps. Also getting out of your day job for a week will help break up the monotany, which in itself can be depressing.

A chapter of your life has just ended with rather nasty conclusion. The good news is there's a brand new one beginning! You are in the process of developing a new you. How you build him is up to you.


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